Same old Battle
Months have passed, and yeah, things barely changed. Actually i was getting better weeks ago, but i dont know, now im back with the same old pain, same old thoughts, its getting me down all the time. Now i realize, why did i get better weeks ago? It was because i keep forcing myself to let it go, go through it, trying to forget it, and keep moving forward. The thing is, the main problems aren't solved yet, sooner or later, it will be haunting me every single night, knowing that i was just hiding from it, i was just hiding from the hell i made myself. The main opponent is my very own mind, my head, my brain, my thought, im in huge jealousy after my colleagues, i still cant get over my previous relationship (if called so)