In my Darkest Hour...
Tbh idk what is it to be written on this blog, i was just wondering maybe i could jot down something that maybe i could look up years to come (lol), just to express what's on my head these days. Honestly, i have no background or major on writing so bear with me on that xD. (( My go-to song right now )) -- check it out :) September, It has been a rough month lately, rough times, rough situation. A lot of contradictions and just bad thoughts all around, starting from my grade, my relationship with her ( i won't tell you guys lol ) and my addiction that i've been trying to eliminate is going way further and i don't know if i could overcomes it and finally being free. I don't know if i could make it to other days. my anxiety and thoughts have won against me this time, my friend told me to seek for a psychiatrist or psychological help but i'm not really sure... its just keep accumulating and to top it all off, my relationship with that girl has gotten wor